these past couple weeks have been rough. Stupid stuff life has to throw at you in order for you to climb over and try to be triumphant and succeed to your next goal.

It sucks having to be away from someone you truly love…which is part of why this post is being made.

I recently just saw the movie “The Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind”. it really made me think about memories, and trying to get rid of the someone in order to make life work normal again…

its not that easy.

I fell asleep last night after the movie, Only to go into my dreams and see myself being the main character.  I was with that significant person that i loved.  And to see them in my memories just made it feel like i saw them for real.

In my dream there were people trying to erase her from my memories. And all i could do was keep running from the people and trying to hide her in a safe place so that i could remember that i loved her still. just like in the movie…

illl never forget her, i never will ill make htat a promise. Life just comes inbetween everything that you know sometimes and desides to make you go 2 places. take chances, live life. love others.

<3

billy